If you know me, you know I live my life by the word of God (number one) and the word of Bono (a close second).
“I waited patiently for the LORD; and he inclined unto me and heard my cry”.
I confess the reason Psalm 40 is one of my favourites is because of a little Irish band called U2. As my team will no doubt know by now (I've made sure to remind them), U2 finish many of their concerts with their interpretation of the Psalm, called “40”. Bono puts it this way:
“...behind lament lurks hope. Yeah, grief becomes a kind of invocation, doesn’t it? A prayer to be filled?”
Lament seems like a word that was made for our time doesn't it? Literally, “a passionate expression of grief or sorrow”. There's almost too much in this world that illicits our personal and collective grief and sorrow. But it's my sincere belief that at the core of our lamentation is a seed of faith, a kind of invocation - a prayer to be filled.
I also confess that Anglican Missions has lamented over these last few years. We've had to have tough conversations, make difficult decisions and confront attitudes and perceptions. We've lamented with our partners and those we serve - those affected by disasters, emergencies and situations outside of their control.
But this past week, we're seeing the first fertile shoots which have started to grow. Our prayers are starting to be filled in God's mysterious way. Our application to the Ministry of Foreign Affairs and Trade (MFAT) for contestable funding has been provisionally approved, and we're able to move into the design phase of a new development project.
This is a first for us and it’s a very big deal.
Mark will tell you all about our very exciting new project in the next section. What I want to say is this:
- This funding means the New Zealand Government trusts us to deliver results on their behalf (and will hold us accountable to do so)
- We've had a very large magnifying glass over us; we've needed to prove the strength of our processes and systems and our ability to deliver what we say we're going to do
- This is a huge vote of confidence in Anglican Missions and represents a significant partnership between us and the New Zealand Government.
While there will always be a time for sorrow, we're moving into a time of joy. What's most exciting of all is we get to do this with you by our side! Our supporters, our parishes, other church agencies and partners, our leaders, our friends, our family. You're the heartbeat of what we do.
We're excited to see this next chapter unfold alongside you. Thank you all for your support. I'll leave it to Bono to have the final word:
"...the heart is a bloom that shoots up through the stony ground... it's a beautiful day!"